I’m embarrassed to be using this site as I genuinely feel like I can’t vent to anyone without being judged and feeling guilt for sharing my emotions. Recently I asked a friend as just a conversation starter what they have ate today ! They replied a day later a very long paragraph of how badly I triggered them into a relapse. I haven’t stopped crying. I feel so extremely horrible. I never wanted to hurt anyone. I feel so shitty. All I ever wanted is to care and make her happy.