video essays

Vent Poem

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sometimes when the world is screaming

with trigger tags and soda cans

with video essays I’m only half-listening to, mixed messages

i think about the many world theory.

if there really is a universe where i don’t exist, never did

i selfishly hope that it’s horrible


awful in every way

like that movie, the one in black and white?

i know, inevitably, that life goes on

my friends would have made other friends

someone else would play my part

someone else would take my place

it’s a selfish hope, i know

to hope the people i love, in some other reality, are miserable

but it helps me sleep better at night

so there’s that

i suppose.