I realized that I’m in an extremely emotionally abusive relationship. The relationship ends in a week (when our lease is up) and I realize he has ruined me. I’m not the same person I was 9 months ago when I met him and I’m not sure how to cope with it. I’ve developed both a drug habit and eating disorder. I have absolutely no self esteem left, my personality is at an absolute low I feel like. I haven’t seen my friends or family but a handful of times in the 9 months we’ve been together... He purposefully fucks with my head to get a rise out of me and says things he knows will hurt me because “it’s easier for him to distance himself now”... he just told me that anytime we’ve had sex the past month it’s only because he knew I wanted to but he has no desire to do anything with me, he just wants to watch porn all the time and he knows that hurts me... this is all over the Fucking place but I’m also drowning in my own tears over someone who couldn’t give 2 shits about me. I fucking hate myself.