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Venting

I never fe good enough for anyone people tell me I’m pretty and for some reason I associate that with worth for myself and sometimes I don’t know what I look like because of body dysphoria and I just feel like shit I constantly feel below everyone like I’m doing something wrong and I can’t even look people in the eye when I talk to them I feel like they’ll judge me. I have love but I don’t even believe they love me because my brain makes me think this way with no real evidence. I hate hating myself for no reason because I don’t deserve it. I just want myself to realize that I deserve love and to be treated right and not have to second guess and be like of course you don’t deserve that