vent: I’m tired of having my older brother in my house and my parent excuse all the shit he does. He riled up my dog and cause them the bite my other dog. AND HE BLAMED ME AND MY SISTERS FOR NOT HELPING. WE DIDNT HEAR ANYTHING! Then my parents said “just stop being bitchy, he’s your brother”. And I can’t say anything about him cuz they look at me like I’m the problem , even though he constantly antagonizes us so he can be the victim. I’m tired of having to take his assault, and not do anything. I’m going the therapy, but I just feel like I can’t say anything cuz my parents will be mad. I just want to feel safe in my home, but I can’t. I really want to hurt him, but if I don’t do that right, then it’s another thing he can hold over his “crazy 15 year old sister”. He’s twenty-six, yet my mom will baby him and tell my sisters and I to make him stuff. I feel like I’m going crazy, cause it’s always the same. I don’t know what I did to deserve to deal with this but I want to leave and never come back. My mom says she doesn’t want to be with us anymore, my dad told my sisters and I to kill ourselves when we told him about how one of us felt like killing themselves, and my brother is a narcissistic bitch. He treats my mom like shit, but my mom would do anything for him. I can’t even kill myself cause he’ll make it about himself and blame it on everybody else. also he is in the kitchen laughing loudly, and I really want to eat and get water.