I don'r understand why I cant do anything good enough for you. You like to make jokes of my sadness and you expect me to react a certian way but when I don"t do what you want me to do, you yell and scream at me. Why am I not good enough for you, I try so hard. You say you're proud of me but the one time I don't so something right, you take it back and tell me all these things a 15 year old girl should not hear from her mom. I wish I was good enough for you. How am I suppised to be a perfect daughter for you to stop making me feel thins way? What am I doing wrong? Why do you makes jokes and laugh at me? I try so hard to keep what I feel inside but sometimes you frustrate me so much I have to let it out. I once told you how I felt and you called me crazy and said I wasn't allowed to say that because I wasn't the adult and I have to do whatever you say, you shut me out. I don't know how you expect me to even want to be around you or speak to you, you scare me. I have a dad but you never let me see him, my dad makes me feel so much better about myself and won't judge me like you do, I know you see that and for that reason you don't want me to see him. I'm only 15, please stop treating me like this.