(i was asleep) i had this dream where i went to a restaurant with a group of friends and the waitress assigned to our table was just indescribable. every time i think or imagine of her, i suddenly have the inability to depict her. she was beautiful. her smile. everything. when she would come over to my table, we would just talk. i remember staring into her eyes while she smiled while talking. and i automatically knew. she was the love of my life. i miss the feeling i had in this dream so much. i’ve never seen her in my real life. i’m not doing the greatest at this point in my life right now. i’m constantly thinking that i will never find love and eventually die alone. when i think like that i remember the dream and i remember her. i know she’s somewhere out there and i know that there’s only time separating us now. soon it will be, soon.