i am a dumb fuck who tries to be cool but ends up being a sloth. y'all can't even imagine the kind of embarassment i bring upon myself. over the years i have done so many things to act cool but i fuck it up. i think i realise that being cool is not cool but being you is cool. i am working on it. i try to be what i am despite what others think about it. i can't say i am over the 'want to be cool' part because honestly, no i am not. i want to be cool with my personality and not want to be like others but it's hard. sometimes too much.