He is happy with other person and here I am...going deep in pain. Unable to come out of it... always thinking of him and his girl.. it's so hard ..I want to help myself, do not want all this sadness but I cannot help myself..first I thought it will not be that hard but now day by day it is increasing...he is getting married.. although he is there for me . May b for sympathy or may b he still loves me. I don't know. But I want to come out of this pain. Wanted a new start for every thing..