I've always wanted for someone to look after me the way that I wanted to be looked after- with great affection, hugs and encouragement. someone who valued me as an individual. I think I find it hard to believe that anyone would actually want to stay with me, cause I am quite clingy, but I know that if I feel secure, I wont be as clingy. I guess I just want someone to worry about me, ask me how my day is doing. Ask me what I want to do in the future, support me and encourage me. Have faith with me in God. I know what I want but I get too scared whenever someone approaches me. I guess I want someone to stick around and tear down my walls because they understand or see that despite the fact that I seem cold or distant, I do genuinely want to be with someone, it just takes time for me to trust someone with my whole life. because I know I can be a lot. but I promise I will try my hardest to be better for myself so I can be better for them. But sometimes I just want someone with me there thats all my own.