I am hurt
Maybe this all because of my blind faith
Maybe I was being used all along
Maybe that's what everyone tries to do
But, this stab went in too deep.
Tried to calm myself down as much as I could
It was in vein ! My heart pounded ever so slowly
My gut wrenched & churned itself
I felt like I wish could just pull it out and make the pain stop!!
My mouth dried up now I knew what parched feels like
How much so ever water I sipped it was the same
My Head throbbed badly
And I wondered,
Is this how unconditional and unwavering love is reciprocated today ?
Am I that bad of person to warrant such a response
Yes someone whom I loved deeply had used me
Yes my unwavering feelings were used
There were never a clear yes from the other end
But then, didn't I even deserve to know
If the other person was discretely dating someone else for 3 years!!
Was I a fool to help someone ?
To always be at the other end whenever the person needed me
Was there even an other end?
Was it all my fault?