Was any of it real? The long talks, or movie date, the smiles, giggles, the blushes, the over night chats, any of it.. Was it real? Or was it or I just there to give you the affection, care, sincerity, loyalty that you wanted, but not from me, you wanted it from her. But she isn't giving it you, like you deserve. I recognize the hurt.I hear it in your voice, I see it in your eyes. It hurts, I know the feeling. See, you long for her the way I long for you.I feel like you found someone else. Not her, but someone who could give all that I have plus what I can't. She is there for you in ways I'm only dreaming of. And I am angry of the thought of that.Was it real, because, we don't have our long talks, or out movie dates, our smiles and blushes, the giggles, the laughs and the over night chats anymore.. It was real to me, everything. When I heard your voice my heart raced, when you called me .. butterflies would flutter in my stomach, when I see you my cheeks would go from milk chocolate to to rosey strawberry. A smile is hard to hide when it comes to you, even now, when I would want to cry for the things that are not more, the moment I think of you, I smile. Was it real to you? It was real to me.