I never thought Id live to be 18 and here I am 2 years later. I don't know why I'm still here. Nothing is better. If anything my life is worse. My home life is shit. I feel like I haven't accomplished anything. I've never been in a relationship and the person I was in love with got with someone who's apparently "just like me." I feel like if I disappeared nobody would notice. Im just a waste of space and I wish I was gone.