It hurts that we can't be together. Everyday I see you it seems you give me a look that shows me that you really do care. I am so confused by the way we are around our coworkers to how we are when we are alone. I truly think we can be friends and act like friends around others, that would be socially acceptable. But I get it -everyone would be talking if they really saw how you look at me. If anyone knew about the texts and the unspoken love we share they might feel betrayed by us. We continue to play the game of hot/cold, push/pull, ignore/talk. I tell myself during these times I'm going to get over you, but then the connection is still there. I freeze when I want to touch you and when I want to say we need to talk. If we talked it might be over or it might be the start of an unforgivable thing I know neither one of us want. What will tomorrow bring? I will continue to miss you more than you know and it will hurt because we still cant be together.