I think about my beautiful teacher when I masterbate, I feel so disgusting right after and I cry myself to sleep that night. I first started think about her during quarantine. Now I can't get her out of my head, It's not even just a sexual thing either. I am in love with this woman, like you don't even know! I am a bisexual girl and obviously I know better than to act on my urges but I can't help but think this way about her! She is on my mind 24/7! Do any of you know how I can get over her?