I was sitting here, playing one of my favorite games, and suddenly, I thought, "What am I doing with my life?" This all seems like too much work for a pay off I don't care to get in the end. It all seems pointless. I recently started doing virtual school due to the stress I get due to my really bad social anxiety. I am actually a pretty social person besides it, as I love making people laugh, but I just can't do it anymore. I can tell my family disapproves and I feel guilty. I feel like they're ashamed of me in some fashion. I feel like a piece of shit. I don't know what to do.