13 days ago
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what am I doing wrong?

I hate thinking that I'm gonna grow up one day I'm already at a state of mind where I just wanna say bye. like love is the worse thing ever I've tried countless things and there focused on the other things what's going what's wrong with me how could they they have their eye on someone else I can't even eat I can't think straight what's going on with me I feel nothing I cant do this I'm mad and I'm angry i just wanna slam their face this feeling right now is driving me crazy all I ever wish for her to talk to me I hate this feeling so much being mad and sad makes me wants to slam my face I just I don't know what to do and as I'm writing this I feel so upset I've been having this heavy pain on my chest ever since I heard school was gonna start and I'm worrying about all these thing I shouldn't be worrying about they have no worries like I see their behavior they focus on school and when some one needs help their there to help and when have their little free time they talk play games with all the others what am I doing wrong am I scaring them? what am I doing? they can talk to other people help other people wit no problem but with me they get dim with all the eye contact we make I thought we had something going on I cant do this they don't even worry about me once schools over I'm so different from her we have the little things in common I don't even know what we have in common we don't even talk and when we do its for the little things I cant do this anymore can they just love me can they just talk to me that's all I want they have no idea how I feel about she just thinks I'm some regular classmate, and I feel so stupid because I remember on the last day of school for winter break she asked me for my number because before I went on break I had ask for their number for a quite few times. and I thought we were going to text each other during the break become really good friends really be in love tbh. wrong! I remember texting them like hey and got no response, I texted them again no response, and I said hey merry Christmas and I got no response this is why I have this love-hatred for them today I feel like I was walked on I feel sick to my stomach everyday after school I'm sad and sometimes ask my self. what. am .I. doing. wrong.





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I hate thinking that I'm gonna grow up one day I'm already at a state of mind where I just wanna say bye. like love is the worse thing ever I've tried countless things and there focused on the other things what's going what's wrong with me how could they they have their eye on someone else I can't even eat I can't think straight what's going on with me I feel nothing I cant do this I'm mad and I'm angry i just wanna slam their face this feeling right now is driving me crazy all I ever wish for her to talk to me I hate this feeling so much being mad and sad makes me wants to slam my face I just I don't know what to do and as I'm writing this I feel so upset I've been having this heavy pain on my chest ever since I heard school was gonna start and I'm worrying about all these thing I shouldn't be worrying about they have no worries like I see their behavior they focus on school and when some one needs help their there to help and when have their little free time they talk play games with all the others what am I doing wrong am I scaring them? what am I doing? they can talk to other people help other people wit no problem but with me they get dim with all the eye contact we make I thought we had something going on I cant do this they don't even worry about me once schools over I'm so different from her we have the little things in common I don't even know what we have in common we don't even talk and when we do its for the little things I cant do this anymore can they just love me can they just talk to me that's all I want they have no idea how I feel about she just thinks I'm some regular classmate, and I feel so stupid because I remember on the last day of school for winter break she asked me for my number because before I