I have a group of friends and I do calls with them online over discord, we talk basically every single day. But yesterday, I was having an extremely bad day. I found out my brother had caught covid and so I was crying, just random bursts throughout the day and so I joined the call to try to get my mind off of it and I remember texting my friends telling them I would be muted and that I didn’t want to physically use my voice. I thought they understood... I hadn’t said a single physical word to them, I was using either in game chat if we were playing something or a bot to read my text for me to them. Later on, like a few hours ago, one of the friends in the call said that I was being “annoying” and that I was “upset”. I stated that I wasn’t, I had been joking around about the topic we were on but due to them not being able to hear my voice, they weren’t sure. I got the response of, “Well I can’t even hear your voice so I wouldn’t know.” “What’s the point of doing that when we can’t hear you” It hurt, because they didn’t understand why I wasn’t talking. These were people that I thought understood me. I don’t want to do or what to think. What do I do in this situation?