My girlfriend and I broke up it was because she couldn't handle being apart for so long and me too. We wouldn't be able to see each other for like 2 weeks or it would be 1. And she felt pain seeing other couples being happy and when she thought of our relationship it was just pain. I hated not being able to see her everything hurt. And I understand I also felt pain I was sad rather than happy. But it hurts everything is painful I made so many memories with her and not being by her side anymore hurts so much. I cried myself to sleep for so many hours. We were so happy why did it all have to end like this. I can't go to places without thinking about her. I hate myself for feeling like this I should be happy that were friends now at least I get to talk to her. But it's not enough for me I love her and I can't stop thinking about her. I just want to ask her if she still thinks about me or cry's about our break up. I want to see her and hold her like I used to do. Everything reminds me of her it hurts so much. I wished that we never ended but if we weren't happy it would have been more painful right?