I felt like the world had fell away from my hands, spiraling out of control and that there was nothing I could do I about it. Or maybe if not including me someone else that wasn’t by my side. Therefore I felt like everyone turned against me for my own good for me to understand that it wasn’t as good as I made it seem. I just knew that it was the best for me. I knew that the only way I could grow out of it was letting it go.