I am afraid of death. I am something between a Christian and an Atheist.
I worry that if there is an afterlife, given how many mistakes I've made in the past, I am certain that I will end up in Hell. And given how it it described in the Bible, I am terrified of the eternal punishment I will endure ( and no, I didn't kill anyone ).
If there is no afterlife, then what? Do I just simply cease to exist, and what does that even mean? Does everything go black forever while I'm still conscious, and I'm doomed to spend eternity in a void?
I don't know. And sometimes, that terrifies me.