I've been talking to this guy for 2 years and we're kinda dating. He doesn't want to make it official because we live so far and I understand that. Sometimes he just makes me feel worthless and I try to talk to him about my mental health problems and that I'm struggling but it seems like he doesn't really cares. On his birthday I baught him a present and shipped it to him we don't really have a lot of money so I begged my mom so I could buy and send him something. On my birthday he said he would also ship something to me but it's been a month and nothing has came he tells me he's been to busy to send it to me i understand that but I went out of my way to send him something even tho my family is struggling a lot with money and we've been getting food from our church. I don't know what to do I want to tell him how I feel but it seems like he doesn't care sometimes he makes me so happy and forget about my problems but most of the times he makes me feel insecure and feel bad about myself what sould I do I really do love him.