why does this friendship feel so one sided?why am i always the one who starts the conversation?am i not as interesting as i used to be?? do you have better friends now??? am i just a lame person you don’t like anymore? should i stop bothering you?why does it feel like i like you too much and you like me too little?does being best friends not mean anything special to you since you have new best friends every year?i thought you said i was your ideal friend, but why doesn’t it feel that way anymore? i thought you said you would want to spend your perfect day with me, but how valid is that if you’re too nice?why is it that our conversations are so awkward now? what happened to the ease we had just a dozen weeks ago? am i not as cool as i seemed before now that i’ve let my guard down around you? do i have to act funny and cute around you? is the me with walls up better than the real me? do you even care anymore? should i? does it even matter to you that i love you?

why does this friendship feel so one sided?why am i always the one who starts the conversation?am i not as interesting as i used to be?? do you have better friends now??? am i just a lame person you don’t like anymore? should i stop bothering you?why does it feel like i like you too much and you like me too little?does being best friends not mean anything special to you since you have new best friends every year?i thought you said i was your ideal friend, but why doesn’t it feel that way anymore? i thought you said you would want to spend your perfect day with me, but how valid is that if you’re too nice?why is it that our conversations are so awkward now? what happened to the ease we had just a dozen weeks ago? am i not as cool as i seemed before now that i’ve let my guard down around you? do i have to act funny and cute around you? is the me with walls up better than the real me? do you even care anymore? should i? does it even matter to you that i love you?

ouch that hurtI could relate to every WORD you said. EVERY. so here's my story :) had 3 close friends. two of them were VERY POPULAR, but I didn't become friends with them JUST because they were popular or had a reputation.I were friends with them way before they were popular. I became friends with them just because 6th grade me thought they were nice and i dunno we were able to connect haha :) and now comes the glow-up stage! my friends became so pretty! like damn! I loved that cute faceeee hahaand now they became POPULAR!I never really cared about popularity (I don't see the point), but they did :) and slowly they started to get more friends and many of them thought they were COOL and being friends with them was COOL it was! I love them. I genuinely love them! They're really nice and had a likeable personality :)but it feels different when they start treating you different, earlier when I had a LOT of friends(I wasn't popular but was just friendly) I never treated them differently! NEVER I always cared and loved for them as much as I DO NOW. my feeling for them were the same. never changed and I will always love them! :) but now, the situation is just different..... I send them texts, I send them memes and tiktoks, I send them updates about my life, I DO EVERYTHING. They just don't care anymore :) It was me who was doing everything.. taking the initiative to talk and just have a conversation. I really didn't want anything much from them. Just talk to me once a while? Is that too much to ask?I understood they had other friends who were important than me and I just accepted it , what else could I possibly do? and went through the crying stage .. SURVIVED IT WHAT I LEARNED<ol><li>People change and you can't be a person's favorite ALWAYS, but if you find someone like them, who treats you the same way. KEEP THEM! :)</li><li>It's okay to let go of people, it just shows that you're strong enough to let go of people who didn't deserve you in the first place!</li><li>and always remember you NEVER lose a real friend. If you lose one, they never was your REAL friend</li></ol> WHAT I DID<ol><li>Learning all of these and I learned the respect and love I deserve, if you've given so much effort for a person and if he/she doesn't value that. What does that mean?</li><li>And then I completely 100% ignored the person since now I realized I shouldn't stay for a person who didn't value my care and attention.</li><li>Guess what happens next! it was usually ME and only ME who texted them and kept the friendship alive. After moving on from them. I woke up to a text from them! EHMM WHOT? and it said ' imy ' guess who misses me now :O</li><li>Welp I didn't care. I really didn't care. Why should I anyway? it was them who treated me like shit :) gave them multiple chances AND NOW IT'S OVER BYE.</li></ol> MY SUGGESTION FOR YOUI wouldn't suggest you to do the same EXACT thing I did(i.e ignoring them) but I would suggest you to talk this out first. GET A CLEAR PICTURE about what's going on and get to know each other's side first before proceeding to cut them off out of your life, since I am just a stranger who clearly knows only a SMALL part of your story. Maybe there was some confusion? There's a chance right? always remember that there are many people who could be your friend! and maybe this was just a lesson you had to learn?if you've read this till here GREAT HAHA! you really have a lot of patience!PAHAHA have a good life sweetie and you deserve everything you ask for! :)

ouch that hurtI could relate to every WORD you said. EVERY.so here's my story :)had 3 close friends. two of them were VERY POPULAR, but I didn't become friends with them JUST because they were popular or had a reputation.I were friends with them way before they were popular. I became friends with them just because 6th grade me thought they were nice and i dunno we were able to connect haha :)and now comes the glow-up stage!my friends became so pretty! like damn! I loved that cute faceeee hahaand now they became POPULAR!I never really cared about popularity (I don't see the point), but they did :)and slowly they started to get more friends and many of them thought they were COOL and being friends with them was COOLit was! I love them. I genuinely love them! They're really nice and had a likeable personality :)but it feels different when they start treating you different, earlier when I had a LOT of friends(I wasn't popular but was just friendly) I never treated them differently! NEVERI always cared and loved for them as much as I DO NOW. my feeling for them were the same. never changed and I will always love them! :)but now, the situation is just different.....I send them texts, I send them memes and tiktoks, I send them updates about my life, I DO EVERYTHING. They just don't care anymore :)It was me who was doing everything.. taking the initiative to talk and just have a conversation.I really didn't want anything much from them. Just talk to me once a while? Is that too much to ask?I understood they had other friends who were important than me and I just accepted it , what else could I possibly do?and went through the crying stage .. SURVIVED ITWHAT I LEARNEDPeople change and you can't be a person's favorite ALWAYS, but if you find someone like them, who treats you the same way. KEEP THEM! :)It's okay to let go of people, it just shows that you're strong enough to let go of people who didn't deserve you in the first place!and always remember you NEVER lose a real friend. If you lose one, they never was your REAL friendWHAT I DIDLearning all of these and I learned the respect and love I deserve, if you've       given so much effort for a person and if he/she doesn't value that. What does that mean?And then I completely 100% ignored the person since now I realized I shouldn't stay for a person who didn't value my care and attention.Guess what happens next! it was usually ME and only ME who texted them and kept the friendship alive. After moving on from them. I woke up to a text from them! EHMM WHOT? and it said ' imy ' guess who misses me now :OWelp I didn't care. I really didn't care. Why should I anyway? it was them who treated me like shit :) gave them multiple chances AND NOW IT'S OVER BYE.MY SUGGESTION FOR YOUI wouldn't suggest you to do the same EXACT thing I did(i.e ignoring them) but I would suggest you to talk this out first. GET A CLEAR PICTURE about what's going on and get to know each other's side first before proceeding to cut them off out of your life, since I am just a stranger who clearly knows only a SMALL part of your story. Maybe there was some confusion? There's a chance right?always remember that there are many people who could be your friend! and maybe this was just a lesson you had to learn?if you've read this till here GREAT HAHA! you really have a lot of patience!PAHAHAhave a good life sweetie and you deserve everything you ask for! :)