yo what they think like iterally okay i get it that every one is saying you but you right that you still have someone to say for like my sister o my dad and ofcourse to me butWHAT ABOUT ME? I got no one to say my things to share to anything because I really dont trust yall okay I know you all are making me sucesful and what to do like when you have already given birth to me I now ofcourse you cant left me, now that you have kept me you gotta have some expectations na? I get it but yah im a human when you all will realise huh just stop i know that what i need o do just stop everything dont think about me if you want to think then dont support me financially but also emotionally look i know you maybe thinking that oh my god you unfilial im giving you every thing and now you want more? oh come on bro my eotional state is also a part of my body a fucking part of my life okay so emotional partner ship is also eeded do you really think that if you helped me with my emotions I will be like this, and that stupid sister of mine i cant believe that you r from our generation you have got no empTHY bro what the fuck you want and the heck do you mean by how this type of person can argue well here here look at this you bitch youre just so annoying so soossoosossooooooooooooooo aanyoing sometimes i just hate you ok I know im fucking grateful that i got you but more than that i feel irritaying, how come you so irritating huh? like fuck off welll literally yuu know what I just dont like you I wanna stay really really far away from you . and because of only thta reson im studying. oh how irony that the kid you have give birth to and expected to be soething and she's actually doing just for what ? to go out of your place, duh! now you see what your expectations id wel well well now I guess it will help me a lot whatever afterall i'm getting placed i'm saved.and about you all ? ofcourse thats sorted okay i have a plan in lif as simple as it is.first to pass this exam then another then and then finally will go to colloge probably not wanna stay in the same country with you all..... yessss an after acheiving everything I will finally have life yeah i knw probably i will miss you but still i would know that its a;ll because of ya'll whatever the main thing i knw aother than this simply that you want to see the result the total outcome that youu have invested in me all my years well just think. only its been 16 years that you invested six years more so 23 years you will invest in me and thats a really lot. and i really respect that but oksy im really not gonna talk in this topic because i already know that i will eventually pay you all this 23 years of investment even with interessst!!! so what you are investing its just a loan and nothingelse for me.. that is very much clear, okay you can reaklly thnk you can make me emo with all the cash that you are going to give in school and institite for me? because i very well i know that this is just another loan that i will add and will give it to you so why woul i feel bad seei g how much money you are investing on me? is this your plan to make me feel my worst? well sorry dear i dont know if what im saying will really right or not but soorry to say that i will not feel bad just to make you happy...... ai said i will put myself above i need to be myself im soory i need to put muself from everyone else not untill i find someone who will actaully do the same. and about this/ its the thing its the law okay dont act that its some another hardwork your acheiving its going just the way it has to........ so dont make me feel bad everagain i feel worst now to vent my anger, my emotions in a website look what you had taken me im not gonna think of you no matter what i have to think of me because thats what i have learnt from you from the situations from the worl even if you do whatever im sorry ... i know someday i will regret for saying this that you dont care about ame abd whatever but I want tio feel myslef whatever just fuck of idk.