I don't feel remorse, nor guilt when I hurt somebody. I completely feel numb when it comes to emotions. I'm selfish. I treat others like garbage, and I only think about myself, what I need, what I want, and what's best for me; screw what everybody thinks. I'm completely oblivious of my actions and how it's affecting the people around me, until it was pointed out by my own mother. Disappointment spread across her featuresas she scolded me thoroughly about what I was doing. The worst part is, I know. I know that there's something wrong with me, yet I don't do anything to fix it. I'm conflicted and confused. What was wrong about what I was doing? I ignore people, so they should ignore me back. I'm insensitive so let them be insensitive to me as well, and I won't fucking care. Ah. I'm that awful, aren't I? I don't think so..?I don't know what to do.