i keep pushing people away, no apparent reason.
i just can't let anyone get too closed. i get scared and hold back.
i don't trust anyone enough, or that's what they say. all because i dont make it my priority to tell everyone whats new in my life.
either i got a job, in a relationship, moved places or got in the hospital. they argue with me because i don't tell them these things.
i dont understand why it matters so much? what does that have to do with trust? just because i dont tell you every single thing that happens in my life?
those are meaningless things. makes no sense.