What’s wrong w/ me?I can’t with myself anymore, every since I was nine! I am drawn to this one person who makes all my fucked up parts calm down, mellow out! He can’t stand me, I feel it. im a bad person for inviting myself into his life, I’m a bad person for not understanding my own self so I complicate things- I can’t stand living w/ myself.And my family is done with me, I break out from stress, depressive episodes, vomiting episodes, etc. I try to choke myself, scratch, dig my nails into my neck, and such.they’re done with my issues & I am tooi don’t know what I can do, not anymore..