I self-diagnosed for severe depression on multiple little health websites, but then I found a comment somewhere that said anyone who resorted to self harm was a coward for wanting to escape the real world. So...? It's not like I can tell my parents about it, and definitly not the therapist they already have for me. The rule 'if you say anything wrong, I'll report you' has always seemed just a bit ridiculus to me. My therapist is an intern and school-provided, so she thinks the biggest problems I have are talking to teachers and getting used to social distancing. Another place I checked said that I should keep doing whatever I'm doing, just with therapy on top of it. That's... weird. So I should keep pushing myself way past my limits, and talk to a random person about my problems on top of it? Oh... that's what I'm doing now. But seriously, I feel very stuck. Suggestions?