Don’t get me wrong, I appreciate what they've done for me. They’re not the worst parents ny any means. But like many typical Asian parents, they are toxic and emotionally manipulative, sometimes bordering on abusive. I know that when the time comes, I will be in shock and I will feel sadness. But I also know that part of me will know it’s going to make life easier and life a huge sack of emotional baggage off my shoulders. Part of me will be relieved when they die.