Where do you want me to start.
Where a random man touched me or my step brother or my best friends cousin?
Or the normal guy who i lost my v card to.? Who was abusive and cheated?
Or the guy i thought i would love forever?
My life is like many.
Now after my mom passing and taking iver her position.
Its like i have to have it together.
I have two kids
Who i love.
Will die for
I just feel like i cant feel anything what others what to feel.
I cant be sad, alone, depressed, lazy, drained, etc.
I have to handle it.
I dont know anymore..
I dont know.