want
love
sad
die

Where.

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Where do you want me to start.

Where a random man touched me or my step brother or my best friends cousin?

Or the normal guy who i lost my v card to.? Who was abusive and cheated?

Or the guy i thought i would love forever?

My life is like many.

Now after my mom passing and taking iver her position.

Its like i have to have it together.

I have two kids

Who i love.

Will die for

But..

I just feel like i cant feel anything what others what to feel.



I cant be sad, alone, depressed, lazy, drained, etc.

I have to handle it.

I dont know anymore..

I dont know.