I’m honestly not happy with who I am. I hate the way I look and I keep trying my best to change, but temptations and withdrawals get the better of me. My self image is in the trash and I one day hope that maybe I’ll be worth something. I cope with my sadness through fake laughs and making fun of other people. I don’t know how people get through the temptations when they are so strong. I guess I’m a addict and I can’t stop.