I used to have a ridiculously high sex drive, to the point where I could have sex twice a day and still feel the need to jerk off a couple times as well. Then after I got raped just over a year ago, that completely changed...Now I feel like I watch porn and jerk off just to relief stress... it’s not even enjoyable anymore. As for sex, that can fuck off. Don’t want it, don’t need it, don’t feel comfortable doing it.From one extreme to the other... who fucking knows anymore... I hate people.