i know that you will never read this but here is why I am sad. I am sad because I thought I was over you. I’m sad because I thought that I didn’t care anymore and that it was ok for me to set you two up. But only as a joke. Only because I thought I was over you. I’m sad because when I realised that it was a mistake and that I still loved you it was too late. I’m sad because you are my best friend and I still don’t know why I love you, even now that you have her. And I am sorry that I never had the guts to tell you that I still need you.