I’m 24 years old. I am a college student and full time employee. I enjoy what I do and it seems like everything is good. But all my life I’ve been feeling like I’m hiding who I was because... I’m actually gay.
Now, I thought that dealing with being gay was the hardest part of it all, but I was wrong. Because then I fell in love. I fell in love with the sweetest and most handsome guy I have ever met. We felt this connection that I thought that was it. That it was just him and me against the world.
Our story lasted 1 year and 3 months. It was everything I have ever wanted and more, but suddenly he just got tired. He left me for someone else.
I have never felt more lonely in my entire life. Everything went dark, I didn’t know what to do or what to say or how to act. I feel that I’m worthless and that I’m never going to get over this. It is not the fact that he left, but the fact that he left me for someone else.