Why am I alive when all int this life sucks. I got no job, no friends and now no hope. I think 2020 is just not my year. I have no idea what to do, I have no idea how to feel I have no idea how to think. I need my happiness back. I am thinking of taking a random search and explore anything and everything on the web. I will be posting what i learn each day. I don't know if I will run into things that will worsen the situation or something. I don't mind. Thanks for reading what my confused fingers did.