For years I forced myself into friendships with toxic people. Why? Maybe I thought I could fix them... Maybe it gave me purpose. I don't know. But I know one thing... I changed myself so much and so often, just to math the personalities of other people, I ended up loosing myself in the process. I'm now at a point where I don't even know myself. Just when I started feeling comfortable in my own skin I was told that that wasn't who I was. I've been playing this fake persona for so long my own mother told me that I'm not the same person and I should stop trying to fit in. The me everyone knows and loves, is the me I don't want to be. The real me has become "A cry for attention" So now... not only have I fooled everyone I know into thinking am such an amazing person, I have no purpose, no truth, no reality, NO TRUST!! i have nothing

For years I forced myself into friendships with toxic people. Why? Maybe I thought I could fix them... Maybe it gave me purpose. I don't know. But I know one thing...I changed myself so much and so often, just to math the personalities of other people, I ended up loosing myself in the process. I'm now at a point where I don't even know myself. Just when I started feeling comfortable in my own skin I was told that that wasn't who I was. I've been playing this fake persona for so long my own mother told me that I'm not the same person and I should stop trying to fit in.The me everyone knows and loves, is the me I don't want to be. The real me has become "A cry for attention"So now... not only have I fooled everyone I know into thinking am such an amazing person, I have no purpose, no truth, no reality, NO TRUST!!i have nothing