Hiii so idek what i'm doing on here but I promise I'm not as happy as I seem. anyways i'm about to get my custody arrangement for my parents. I'm 13 and don't really have a say so I'm basically just a pawn. I mean just because you have someones DNA why do they have an obligation to see you. I can't fully express how I feel on here because I don't even know. All I know is that it has always stressed me out since 5th grade where everything went downhill with my family. Don't get me wrong, I am grateful for everything but yk somethings aren't perfect. I try my best not to downtalk my family to my friends so they feel comfortable around each other. It hurts, I want to be honest with them but I don't want them to get a different image of me in their heads.