I think it has been going on for a year or 2. In my dreams we're together. You love me. We say things we want to say. Sometimes I get so mad when you show up at my dreams because it's stupid so I created a plan. I'm trying to ask you why you always show up in my dreams but every time I'm about to start, something wakes me up. My dogs make noises, someone enters my room, my alarm clock, and all other reasons so I hope this time I sleep, I'll have the answer.