ok I've liked this guy for 3 1/2 to 4 years, he was the closest I had to a relationship. It's been 2 years already and I KNOW that I don't like him anymore but I still get that feeling (crush type of feeling) sometimes and it disgusts me. I don't even want to be near him nor talk to him cuz it's uncomfortable for me yet whenever I think about me getting a bf, the first on my mind is him. Is it because I miss him or some? Do I just miss the attention that he gave me? I'm rlly confused. And we were very close, he is well was my bsf.