I don't understand why you keep letting the disgusting, toxic, manipulative people back into your life that used you and tore you down. You keep saying you're over them and done and yet there you sit still talking to them. I want to scream. I want to cry. You tossed me away, your wife, the one who was always by your side through severe health problems and other disasters, through you being unable to work and would happily sacrifice her time, money, sleep anything that you needed, for these people that turned around and tossed you in the gutter when you were no longer the shiny new toy they wanted. Now I am a part of your life again and have forgiven you yet you still won't let me back in and have this whole other world and people that I know nothing about and you won't talk to me... I just want to know why...