Does this happen often? I am happy. I have everything. I love what I do, regardless of the unnecessary pressures adulting has. But, why do I feel sad and lonely. I was out with my friends, met new people but at the end of the day, I want more of it. Being alone has been specially difficult for me. I crave that love. I never had it. I have the love that family and friends give, but is that enough? I dive into the idea of being in a relationship as easily as I fall out of it. Then again, this cycle repeats again. It is not that I get bored of them, but I am not able to reciprocate to their love fully. I speak my heart and I date around, and the notion of people thinking that I am a hoe bothers me. It makes me think, why have I not settled. What am I looking for ? Why do I end up liking a guy/girl, who will never like me back, like I do ? WHY IS LOVE SO DIFFICULT AND COMPLICATED. WHY IS BEING IN LOVE SO LONELY? I talk to people day in-and-out. I meet new people often as well, but why is that void of talking to that one person not being filled? Why has love never come my way? Why do I let things go easily and never show the guy/girl that I am serious for him/her? WHY DO I GET EASILY DETACHED? WHY DO I NOT HAVE EMOTIONS? or WHY AM I TOO SCARED TO SHOW THEM? Am I really that lonely or am I really that broken?