Why is change so hard? In my head i know all of the right stuff that i need to do. But i keep procrastinating and relapsing to my old ways. My life is basically about time. I value time and yet i fail to utilise it to the best of my abilities. If i could set my mind right to wake up early and work i know i would definitely do big things. But i simply am unable to change. Have i imprisoned myself so much i cant be in control of myself anymore? Is there any hope for change? Do i really have to write this down to try and make sense of the mess i brought upon myself? Is change really such a big deal? Why didnt i know the value of change beforw i needed it?