Why am I sad? Why do I fell so worthless? like if I have nothing to give this world and I should just die. I would kill myself but I am afraid of hell. I just want to stop feeling what I feel. I feel like no one understands me and I can't blame them since I don't know how to express myself. I don't know what I wan't, I don't know who I am, I'm just.. lost. In a world where you have to hide who you really are to not scare ppl away. Why didn't I just stay nonexistent.