She is perfect. I've had the same crush since 5th grade, and she knows it, and she still flirts with him. I just want one thing, one person. But she takes them. She always takes whatever I want, and I'm always the second option with her. People always choose her first. I want to be perfect. She is skinny, short, perfect body, perfect style, perfect overall. I'm chubby, normal height, my music taste is mostly rock, and I always wear big shirts, and sweatpants. Not only that, but I want to be her. So I know what it's liked to be loved. Please god, nothing I do is ever good enough.