I'm just tired of the life I'm living. So many things I don't know where to begin. I hate my job, I'm not good at anything to even change my career.
My family is no help at all, I have to deal with everyone's emotions and babysit all of them and their problems and no one even cares or helps.
I'm emotionally mentally and physically drained and exhausted.
I hate my appearance. I look so ugly. I walk ugly.
I wish I could save myself form this life. I want to get away from this. I don't want this life.
I want to move countries and start over. I want a new name a new face and a new life. I want to be happy. I really just want to be happy and healthy.
I want happiness.
I feel miserable and helpless. I feel worse because I have someone in my life who I can't even share this with.
Somewhere some part of me has just accepted that c'est la vie and that I can't do anything about it. I just have to live this life and that's it. There's nothing for me.
I wish it didn't have to be this way. I'm tired. Please.