Will I ever be over my ex

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I have a seven year relationship with by ex but it's not the same as normal people thing we met in 5 class and then become friend and then I go to the girls school and he go to boys but till then I dont even remember his existence then one day out of the blue he came and said I like you ofcourse I reject but I didn't said in front of him ;as if my first I also feel good but now I hate it but I still like him I also make another boyfriend in my 18's so I can get over him.but fu** it didn't happen now I really want someone so I cant truly forget him ....the main reason is the distance between us .sometimes I wonder the more distance you have the more close you're with that person