I’m not a particularly special person that stands out very much. I’d like to think that I have average looks and I have average grades, but I’ve been told that my personality let’s me stand out. But no matter how much of a joy people say I am to be around it feels like they are lying to me. How could someone lover a person like me? I’m just average. I’m sure that with enough time someone could see how much I care, but everybody gives up on me before I can do that. I just don’t know what to do anymore and it sucks waking up every morning with a knot in my chest.