I have no idea what the fuck I'm doing with my life or what I want to do with it. I had this idea in my head when I was younger but now that I'm getting older and I'm starting to realize it's not what I want. I feel like my life is a complete fucking waste. I want to die. So bad. Heck. Even when I get older I know I'm not going to live past 30. What's the point. I'm so tired of everything. I'm tired of school. I'm tired of my family. I'm becoming tired of everything and everyone. When will it stop? Will it ever? Even if it does will I even live peacefully? It will never go away.