I'm emotionally exhausted. I dont want to do it anymore, I dont even think I want to be here anymore but what holds me back is you, my daughter. Years after years and you're still acting like a little baby.
I can't keep changing you and cleaning you and picking up after you like you're a baby because you're not. I'm tired of being by myself, I didnt want a kid back then. I dont want another kid after her, hell I dont even want to be with anybody else in my life.
I give up and then I pick myself up, damn I just wish that I died in the hospital, Next time I wont fight so hard just to live a life like this.