idk I just feel like a fuck up I can't do anything right I can't even fucking eat because it hurts when I chew I feel like I should starve myself to death. I can't function as a human being I'm just a piece of shit that can't do anything right and I don't even know how to do things right when it comes to online classes I feel pathetic
Re: WORST DAY EVER!! AND IT BARELY STARTED!
huh. About me. I won athletic & academic awards. I’m literally beautiful. Sounds bad but everyone tells me I am. Even men tell me I look like Hollywood Stars. So I am. Yet I feel the same way as you every day.
I make myself eat right. I watch old TV comedies & force myself to smile till I laugh. I listen to fun songs; sing & dance. I dance like Travolta. But I sing horribly. So what. I find a way to live each day. Life is short. Try to find some joy.
Oh. I was raped; mollested; & tortured my whole childhood. I have a painful disease that keeps trying to kill me. Pain pills don’t even work. But I keep fighting. I live for others. If I can help my nephew learn that was a good day. If I can spare $5 for the homeless shelter that was a good day. You have to take care of yourself to help others.